hardly worth dissecting any more

some information is best kept to oneself

some things are best digested alone

some thoughts are not worth voicing

sometimes i could shoot it

kill it

beat it

for it's enduring stupidity

some nights i think,
well, it's only this old life
tomorrow will be better,brighter, hopeful
but it keeps getting steadily worse

Argh!
a persistent complaint

a lack of follow throught
the F word
argh!

never ends, sleep till 3pm and hope it goes away
wake up and it's still there
will not let up.

I'm not in a good place right now
I wish it would all just still itself
and i would wake up to a new and fresh
untainted me. . .

instead, there's just this old me
battle scarred
and too worn out.